Hero of the Day
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"The window burns to light the way back
home
A light that warms no matter where theyve gone."
--Metallica, "Hero of the Day"
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Part III
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Yuffie blinked blearily. For a moment, she darted her eyes around the dark skyline, expecting to see the crimson monolithic rock spiraling towards the ground, to find nothing there. Her memory returned, and she smiled contently. The ninja yawned, resting her eyes upon the blue fabric of the coat.
She blinked. Blue fabric of the coat?
Gripping the heavy jacket in her hand, she studied it intensely. The coarse cloth on one arm held a red and black "Highwind" patch on the right arm. Instantly realizing who it belonged to, the teenager struggled to think of a time when Cid had given her his jacket, coming up empty.
Taking in her surroundings, the first thing she immediately noticed was that it was still before dawn. The sun still loomed beneath the horizon, making its lazy way up to the sky above, golden tendrils spearing into the darkness. The fire had gone out long ago, the burnt out pieces of scrap wood releasing thin silver streams of smoke unseen into the lightening sky. The three members of the Highwind crew had returned sometime after their spat, all three huddling near eachother and the fire for warmth.
A few yards away, her eyes fell upon the unmoving form of Cid. She rolled to her feet unsteadily, her hip protesting the moment, perhaps moreso than the last time she had awakened. She snorted to herself. "Hmph, and they say time heals all wounds," she muttered quietly.
"Do all ninjas talk to themselves?"
Her eyes darted over to the source of the rough voice. Cid laid on his side, a tiny smirk upon his chiseled lips. Quickly, it morphed into a fearsome snarl, his gloved hand swiftly moving to his injured side. It took all of Yuffies training to not turn away in abject disgust as he methodically peeled the soaked through cotton scarf away from his wound. With an unreadable expression, he refolded the thick material, a patch that wasnt bloodied showing, and reapplied it. Growling quietly, she noticed his muscles tense for the first few seconds the scarf touched his gash. Soon, though, the impassive mask reappeared, and he sat up with only a slight grunt of exertion.
The ninja found watching him treating his abrasions oddly intriguing, in an almost sadistic way. He wasnt impatient or rough as he most often was around the others. Normally, the pilot would take the route of beating the offending person or object into submission. To observe him being careful about *anything* was rare in the ninjas mind.
She ignored the dull pain in her left arm, useless waste of skin it now was, as she limped her way over to him. She held out the heavy coat for him to take, the fabric hanging inches from his face. He, however, remained oblivious to it, gingerly wrapping the scarf around his waist. Several moments later, he momentarily raised his head, his nose inadvertently nudging the cloth. Startled, he jerked backwards, landing on his backside. "Geez, kid," he huffed, snatching the coat from her slender fingers, "do ya mind not sneakin up on me like that?" He blinked, quickly muttering, "waitaminute, nevermind, youre a damn ninja."
The ebon-locked thief wasnt sure if his statement was meant sarcastically or genuinely, but she smiled at it anyway. Clearing her throat, she took a deep breath. "Um Cid " she managed out.
He glanced up to her, locking his cool eyes with hers. "Yeah?"
Again, she tried to force the seditious words through her vocal cords, but to no avail.
He knitted his brows. "What? Whats yer problem?"
She chuckled nervously. "Um yeah I, uh " she stammered.
His chiseled lips tugged downward into a frown. "*What?*"
The ninja clenched her teeth together in frustration. "Thanks."
He blinked, surprised. "Huh?"
Before he could say any more, she turned on her heel, stalking back towards the remains of the leaning monolithic ship, mentally kicking herself the entire way. It shouldnt have been so hard to say. It was one little word, thanks. That was no reason for a mind to suddenly shut down, especially not hers. And it wasnt even anything of great importance. She was thanking him for a measly *jacket*.
Then again, she didnt have much experience in that field.
She froze in mid step, pondering the epiphany. Cid had been right. She *hadnt* thanked anyone before. She had never apologized either, the one time on the Highwind being the obvious exception. The prodigal shinobi had never really believed that she had anything to be thankful about, but after their conversation the night before, she understood that her life could have indeed been much worse than it had been.
Possibly like his.
Shaking her head slowly, the ninja climbed up the jagged slope of the Highwind hull. Having one arm numb made it a great deal harder than had she been in perfect health, but in a little over fifteen minutes, she sat on the crest, regaining her strength. While breathing in and out slowly, methodically, she was careful to keep her mind clear of any stray thoughts. She was not ready to reach into the section of her mind that remained concealed by years of cobwebs and ambition.
"Kid, you okay?"
Snapping her head around, she laid eyes upon the mammoth leather boots that could only belong to Barret. Biting back a sigh, she nodded. "Yeah, Im fine. Just catching my breath, thats all."
Barret scoffed roughly. "Yeah, its a bitch to climb, aint it?" Massaging the back of his neck with his one good hand, he shook his head slowly. "Watchu doin up here, anyway?"
She paused. What *was* she up here for? Blinking, she spouted the first thing that came to mind. "I, uh, wanted to know how Spikeer, Cloud, was doing."
Barrets full lip twitched up in amusement. "Spike? Kid, you been spendin too much time wit Cid."
The corner of her mouth curled up for an instant, disappearing as quickly as it came. "Yeah, I guess I have been." Flashing a quick mischievous glance in his general direction, she cocked her head to the side. "*You* call him that *too*, you know."
He raised a thin eyebrow at her. "Jes whatchu tryin ta say, brat?"
Her rose lips parted in an evil grin. "Nothing. Nothing at all." Straining her neck upwards to look him in the face, she asked, "So, how *is* Cloud doing?"
What mirth was in his eyes vaporized like so many mirages, being replaced with the icy crystals of reality. "Still out." Harrumphing to himself, he sat down next to her, staring out blankly into the early morning sky. "Whats da game plan?"
Yuffie furrowed her brows, gaping at him. "What makes you think hed tell *me*? He doesnt trust me, and you know it."
He nodded slowly, his scarred face hardened with years of witnessing Lifes cruel whims. For a moment, as he pondered his answer, the teenager wondered how he had managed to get through it all. He had been burned far more times than she had. Helike herhad lost his home, his honor, and pride, when the Shinra came in and took was wasnt rightfully theirs. But he had lost more. Barret had lost his wife, his friends his *best* friend, Dyne, whom had become a raving, blood-lusting maniac. He was forced to watch him die, able and yet unable to save him, and he probably blamed himself for it. Just that much more blood slathered on his one remaining hand. To him, there was already so much there, a bit more wouldnt make a difference
"He *dont* trust ya," he huffed, bringing her back to reality, "but you da only one left who can be on point. Evrybody else is gonna be doin somethin."
She sighed in appreciation for his tactical intellect. He was the original leader for a reason, obviously. Honestly, she began to wonder if she would be able to cut it as the leader, even as a temporary one. If and when a situation would arise that needed strategy, the ninja was apprehensive of what she could possibly do. Shoving the thought away, she replied, "Do *you* trust me?"
He glanced over to her, shrugging ambiguously.
She rolled her eyes, getting to her feet. "Geez, thanks for the pick-me-up."
He smirked, a rare occurrence for him. "Aint no problem, kid." He too stood, towering over her while still half bent over. "So," he started, "whats da word?"
She gathered her thoughts, attempting to form a plan. Trying three times and failing, she scrapped the whole idea and just decided to "let the chips fall where they may". "Were splitting into two teams," she stated, dead-pan, her tone more mature than she was used to hearing. She told herself to get used to it. "Cid and a few others are going to go at their own pace. Everyone else is coming with me. My team is going to get to Kalm as fast as possible, and bring back supplies to Cids group."
His dark lips tugged downward. "Thats it? Thats all ya got?" Sighing, he shook his head. "Kid, lemme ask ya somethin. Cids team how they gonna be able ta defend themselves if da shit hits da fan?"
Yuffie set her jaw, glaring at the larger man. "Cid says he doesnt want us to be lagging behind because of him. Also, he figures this way is quicker. I dont really like it either, but its the only chance I think we have. If you have any better plans, by all means, tell me. Youre more of a tactician than I am."
His gaze shifted to a far off place, his expression contemplative. "Hm the ol mans gotta point. Aight, we doin it yer way. When we leavin?"
At that, she shrugged non-chalantly, giving Barret no outward clue of her amazement at herself. "Whenever everyones ready to."
Barret blinked again. "Damn, kid ya *really* got a lot ta learn bout bein a leader."
The ninja shrugged again, hopping down to a lower level. "Fine. Then teach me." Before the larger man could reply, she had skipped her way down half the jagged slope with little trouble. As she made her way down to the charred earth below, she thought of the friends she had made. Cloud was unconscious, Tifa was injured, Barret was as coarse as ever, Red was unable to walk, Cait was destroyed, Vincent had mysteriously vanished, and Cid
Her eyes made their way over to Cids crouching form, gazing at the smoldering pile of burnt wood. His unruly blonde hair was in various stages of disarray, clumps of it frozen in different positions. His dusty blue jacket was thrown over his shoulders, providing minimal protection from the wind in its tattered condition. The pilot didnt seem to notice, though, lost in thought.
He was injured, and yet he volunteered to help his comrade in arms for no other reason than to do it. If the other members of the Highwind crew were to come with her, that would leave only Tifa to defend them against anything that might come their way. The ninja believed that the shapely bartender could take care of herself and those around her, but guarding herself and two other injured people alone ?
"Yuffie!" Startled, she turned around, her ebony eyes falling upon Tifa. The buxom woman was waving her hand in the air, standing on a small cliff of steel rods, smiling brightly. Narrowing her eyes slightly, the raven-locked thief jogged slowly back to the wreckage, forcing a miniscule jovial grin.
Standing at the base, Yuffie stared above, shouting, "Whats up?"
Stepping down a few levels, Tifa eyed her happily. "Good morning!" she declared.
The ninja blinked. "Um good morning." Pausing for a moment to read the expression on her pale face, she frowned slightly. "So um " she began haltingly, "is there anything I can do for you?"
Tifa hopped to the ground, shaking her head merrily.
Her face fell, the brunettes cheerful face sucking out whatever joy was left in her system, her radiant grin soaking it up like a sponge. "Thats all you wanted to say? Good morning?"
She nodded briskly, running a hand through the small tangles in her long, thick hair. "Well, *someone* here has to be in a good mood. Everyone else seems to be the walking dead."
Yuffie winced, glancing over Tifas shoulder to Cid. If hed heard her unintentionally callous statement, he made no move to show it. Forcing down the comment that threatened to emerge, she instead sighed. "Yeah, well, its going to be a long day. Everyones just resting up, I guess."
The slightly taller woman nodded contently, walking towards the remains of the campfire. The ninja watched her for a moment, shaking her head. Tifa was by no means stupid; in fact, she had a practical knowledge of the human body that shed never heard of before. However, if there was a weakness in the fighting master, it was her blind trust in others. In short, the woman was gullible in the extreme. When they had first met, the ninja used that flaw at every possible chance. However, now, she disliked using it to her advantage, especially after all the kindness that had been shown to her, but sometimes lying to her was for her own good. At least, that was her justification.
"Heads up, kid."
Instinctively, she dove to the ground, rolling on her numb shoulder into a defensive crouch. Staring at her previous standing place, her eyes again fell upon the massive worn boots that covered the rebels large feet. Blinking in confusion, she stood, her deep eyes following up his large muscled body, stopping at the figure lying limp over his shoulder. "Decided to bring Cloud down?"
He nodded curtly, an odd expression upon his face. "Yeah. What da hell was *that*?"
She rose one eyebrow curiously. "What was what?"
He shrugged slightly. "Da duck n roll thing."
"Oh." The ninja paused, half-heartedly trying to make up an excuse for her duck n roll thing. "Well "
"Habit?" he supplied for her. She nodded mutely. "Hmph. Aight then. You cool?"
"Yeah, Im fine," she replied.
She studied their leader for a moment, slumped listlessly over Barrets shoulder. Her sharp eyes noted the absence small spines of steel in his back that were imbedded there the last time she laid eyes upon it. In its stead, each of the dozen wounds had been treated with a painstakingly careful touch. Tifa, probably. Thinking back upon her behavior a few minutes ago, the ninja gained a new respect for the womans inner strength. Anyone who could treat their loved ones wounds and *still* wake up happy had to have integrity. "So, were all ready," Yuffie stated flatly.
He nodded in military-like fashion. "Spike heres da last one up here, so yeah."
"See? You *do* say it." He merely stared at her as if she were insane. Shaking her head, she sighed. "Alright. Get Red, and Ill talk to the Highwind crew."
"Wait," he said, taking a step forward. "They comin wit us or not?"
The ninja shrugged. "Not sure. I was going to ask them, actually."
The rebel harrumphed, frowning deeply. "They should come wit us."
She paused, taking a glimpse of the huddled members of the Highwind crew, redressing their gashes. "They dont *have* to come, you know."
"Kid," he sighed wearily, "yer their *leader*. Ya give orders. They *do* hafta come."
Her eyebrows shot upwards, almost amused. "Oh, they do?"
He nodded. "Animals smell blood, and Cids group is bleedin pretty bad. Da more blood in one small area, meanin Cids group, da quicker da animals find em. They better off wit us." He glared at her, his eyes hard. "Dont cha think?"
She fell silent, nodding imperceptibly.
Barret snorted to himself. "I *thought* so. Well, ya better tell da crew they comin wit us. Its gonna to be a long walk, and da more light, da better." She didnt watch him walk off, too lost in thought. She felt as if she were three inches tall, and just got stomped on by a bratty child. She tried to be the leaderfailing miserably, at thatand he snapped her back like some rank amateur. Of course, she couldnt blame him; he knew more in the tactics field than she did, and she even *admitted* it. And, regardless of his demeanor, he was right on every point. He not only knew what to do, but he knew how and why, as well. Part of her was glad the middle-aged rebel was in her troupe. If something happened where she needed to make quick decisions, she could rely upon him.
The rest of her, however, was embarrassed, and even a little angry. She was not a child that needed to have her hand held through everything.
She shook her head, starting off towards the smoldering campfire. Now was not the time to throw a temper tantrum, she chastised herself harshly. She was a ninja; she had dealt with mistakes before. Shes lived with defeat, and rejection. She had taken her lands humiliating defeat in stride, and she could take a little brow-beating from some second-rate rebel.
From some second-rate rebel that saved the world, she amended grudgingly.
Her raven eyes wandered to Cid, whom hand just slung their unconscious leader over his shoulder, taking a slow drag off a cigarette he had lit from the tiny cinders. She had learned to think on her feet, compensating for mistakes she could afford to make. Now, though, those same mistakes carried a high a price tag. Far too high for her tastes.
Then again, she was a thief, a lot of prices were too high for her tastes. A wisp of a smirk passed her face. Shed managed to cheat her way out of many price tags in her career, and this time would be no different.
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The darkness was complete. What moon had been shining the evening before was gone, as if the night had always reigned supreme.
She loved it.
The night was her element. She was a ninja; she needed that absolute darkness to carry out her duties or missions, whatever they may have been. Despite her small stature and scrawny features, the raven-locked thief was quite the thief, as her friends quickly learned. She had even been trained in the ways of assassination, though she never dared use it. She had *some* morals, after all.
"Hey, kid, where da hell *are* ya?" Barret questioned loudly, his booming voice echoing in the flat expanse.
"She is fifteen feet in front of you, Barret," Red replied, his slightly accented voice tinged with annoyance. "You cant see in the dark?"
"No, thats why they call it da *dark*, ya snooty bastard!" he snapped harshly, stumbling over a rock.
"Snooty?" the feline guffawed. "I was merely inquiring over whether your eyes have adjusted to the darkness yet."
"Well, they havent. Happy now?" he sneered, jogging up next to the ninja. Yuffie cast a sidelong glance to him, smiling weakly. Unlike Barret, her eyes had long ago adjusted to the inky blackness that surrounded them, scanning the area intently for anything that might pose a threat. No doubt, the fire-tailed creature laying over the rebels shoulders had been able to see through the black velvet long before she ever had, luckily for the one holding him. "We been walkin for bout fifteen hours now, we oughta be close."
"Thatd make it about 9:30 or so," she stated. "Would any of the stores still be open?"
"After all da shit that went down? Couldnt tell ya," he answered bluntly.
"Let us hope so," Red said, sighing.
"Hmph. Amen ta that."
"Same here," she huffed, shaking her head. She brought her hand up to her face, rubbing her weary eyes for a second, wondering how far along Cid and the others were. Almost against her will, she turned her gaze to the path she had trodden, willing their silhouettes to come into view, only to see the three from the Highwind trudging behind her tiredly. Sighing, the Wutanian swiveled her neck around just in time to see another shadow creeping along in front of them. Stopping in mid step, she motioned brutally with her right arm to hold their position.
Barrets hulking form lurched to a halt, looking her way. "Ya see somethin?"
"Shh!" she hissed quietly, pressing her finger to her lips. Squinting her deep eyes in concentration, she desperately tried to make out the forms. They were human, or at least, humanoid, and from their slow and jerky movements, they didnt appear to be concerned with her group. Beyond that, however, it was impossible to tell, even for a ninja so acquainted with the night. Leaning her slender body over an inch, the pale shinobi whispered, "Red, you see better than I do in the dark, what do they look like?"
The scarlet quadruped pivoted his furred head, his amber eye focused upon the many straggling shadows. Several seconds passed in silence, Yuffie holding her breath in anticipation. The feline sniffed the air, his thin lips curling downward unnaturally. "Refugees," he muttered dully.
Her dark eyes widened. "From Midgar?"
A bark of laughter exploded from Barrets lips. "Hot damn! There *were* survivors!"
Red sniffed the air once more, turning his gaze from the darkness to Barret. "I wouldnt celebrate just yet, Barret. If people survived, theyd naturally head to the nearest towns."
The rebel frowned, sighing impatiently. "Yeah, I got that. Jes whats yer point?"
The feline stared into the night momentarily, his face contemplative. "Why?"
The ninja knitted her brows, wondering where her four-legged companion was going with this. "What do you *mean*, why? Where *else* can they go? They cant stay in a ruined city."
His golden eye shifted to her. "And why do you suppose that is?"
Her lips formed a thin frown, her deep eyes narrowing. If she could have crossed her arms, she would have. "Dont talk to me like Im three. I have a *brain*, thank you."
"You havent answered my question, yet," he retorted, unperturbed.
The small teenager grated her teeth together. She felt as if he were staring on herwhich he was, since he was hoisted up on Barrets broad shoulders. Nothing flared her temper up more than someone underestimating her. With as much attitude as she could muster, she hissed, "Alright, then. You want an answer? Ill tell you one. The survivors obviously cant stay in a ruined city because its too hazardous. Theyd need food, shelter, su" Her eyes widened, Reds insinuation dawning on her. " Theyd need supplies."
He nodded slightly. "Theyre not the first batch, and I doubt theyll be the last. Kalm is probably already overflowing with them. If there *are* any supplies left, theyll be extremely expensive."
"If its money, we aint gotta problem wit it," the dark man assured confidently. "I still got bout fifty-thousand stashed on me, and knowin *you*," he remarked, his eyes flitting over to Yuffie, "ya probably got evrything else, anyway."
She scoffed in disgust. "I do *not*. At least not *all* of it "
Barret merely snorted.
"He-hello? I-is anybody out there?" a disembodied voice simpered weakly.
The ninja cast a quick glimpse to the others, nodding to herself. "Ill go," she whispered.
"Damn right ya better go, yer the leader," the large rebel chastised.
Her frown only became more pronounced. "Barret," she huffed, "shut up." She wasnt sure if the muscular soldier was either stunned into silence or just ignored her, and frankly, she didnt care. He obeyed her, and that was more than enough for her. Taking a few soft steps forward, her eyes darted about the dark horizon, spotting at least three of the ragged shadows to her left, closing in on her position.
"He-hello?" the same voice squeaked quietly, its voice quivering with either fear or fatigue. Probably both, she told herself. "Wh-whos there?"
Holding her arm out wide in a gesture of peace, Yuffie continued to walk forward slowly. "Dont be afraid," she spoke calmly, her eyes moving from one shape to another, noticing that as she stepped closer, more and more of them appeared. Part of her wondered exactly *how* many refugees Red saw when she asked him to look.
"Who are you?" another voice piped up. It was deeper, more resonant than the original, but it was strained with weariness.
Satisfied that she was as close as she needed to be, she halted in the trampled grass, keeping her one palm up. "My name is Yuffie," she answered slowly. "I and my comrades are headed towards Kalm."
"Why?" the second snapped, sounding annoyed. "Where are they, and"
"Karter," the first hushed. A shadow disengaged itself from the whole, becoming a small form all its own. "Excuse my friend, miss Yuffie, hes very protective of us. There arent many of us left," the voice became tinged with sadness and regret.
She could identify with that. "I can understand your uh, *zeal*, Mr. Karter"
"Karter," he replied curtly.
"Uh, right, Karter," she sputtered, clearing her throat. Turning her gaze to the lead shadow, the ninja took a deep breath. "I want to assure you," she began, "I mean you no harm. My friends and I, we were in a plane crash. Some of the others were injured. We need to get to Kalm and bring them supplies before they die."
"Is that the quiet explosion we heard last night?" the first voice, almost feminine in comparison to Karters, questioned softly.
She chuckled to herself for a moment. "Quiet," she echoed. "Thats not the word I wouldve used for it. But, yeah, I guess that was the explosion you heard."
For several seconds, the only sound that she could make out was the weak night winds that brought with it the stench of ash and death. Whether the smell was from the Highwind or Midgar, though, the raven-locked teenager couldnt know for sure. " Come with us," the first voice stated. "My name is Castille, although everyone calls me Cas."
She grinned. "Alright Cas."
"How many are with you?" Karter growled.
She cast a glare over her shoulder, minutely nodding her head to the ones behind her. "Including me, six."
"Come on, then," he commanded, "we dont wait for those who lag behind."
"Gotcha," she answered, turning to her comrades as they jogged up to her position. Barret was the first to arrive, and as he passed her to join the crowd of stragglers, she couldve sworn she saw a tiny smirk upon his leathery face. Seconds later, the other three of the Highwind crew caught up with him, and she brought up the rear, content to meld into the crowd and not to lead it.
For many minutes she was lost in thought. How many of these people had survived the meteors wrath? How many had lost family members? How many had lost everything they had owned? How many had lost limbs? The numbers, if anyone ever bothered to even count, would be staggering. Momentarily, she wondered if Reeve managed to survive in the slums. Furthermore, she wondered if some areas were more protected than others, or if it was just blind luck that judged who lived and who died. Either way, the loss of the largest city in the world would have amazing effects on the world she knew. Maybe it was for the better, but maybe
"Hey, kid! Where da hell *are* ya?"
Her thin lip twitched upward. Barret. "Im right here, Barret," she answered blandly, pondering if hed let such an unacceptable answer slide.
"That *dont* help, kid!"
Like clockwork, she mused. The ninja started working her way through the crowd towards Barret, figuring where he was from the sound of his voice and angle at which she was facing. Of course, the fact that Barret was at least a head taller than everyone else helped, too. Coming next to him, she matched his pace, pivoting to face the mammoth man. "So, whats up?"
He merely jutted his jaw out in a look over there fashion. "Lights," he stated, as if that were the answer to everything.
Scowling, she broke away from the group, trying to get a clear view of these "lights" that Barret mentioned. As she moved further away from them, her acute dark eyes quickly picked up several small dots of light on the horizon. Candles, perhaps? "Ya see em now?" the rebel barked, annoyed.
"Yeah," she replied. "Yeah, I see them."
Kalm.
Go on to Part IV